Anonymous asked: it's mean you not make any post again?? no please... i like your tumblr...
Uhm, as of now, yup I won’t post again :3 Might come back once in a while when I miss my followers (lol)
Should try typing translations onto a JPEG and watermarked. Or printed to a PDF and stored in Mega or Google Drive. If…
Why waste so much time taking things that far when I can just stop translate :3
Just last week I asked people not to reblog my translation/comment/post as their own because I’m just a mean girl who’s not generous enough to see my post flying freely around. And this week again I saw someone else quoted my translation as their own.
But what annoyed me the most is not that they didn’t credited me, but that they quoted it without giving the source of the situation in which it was spoken. And hundreds of people (even my friends who supposed to know it) reblogged it so irresponsibly.
For my translation, I always gave the situation of when and where the girls spoke it so that people can track it and avoid unnecessary false rumors spreading around.
I may act like an elite, but because I understand this is internet so I can’t do anything about that even if I make this kind of warning 1 million times, so I decided to go on hiatus after 2 years since I started this blog.
Lately I’m kind of busy and I don’t want to waste time and then get frustrated like this. I guess my dear followers find this kind of posts annoying too. So, bye bye ♪
I won’t deactive this blog and may come back and post once in a while. But there won’t be regular twitter/blog translation’s anymore. Oh well, I guess you don’t need those anyway :3
Still love Twin so much and thanks my dear followers for the past 2 years ♥
Today I went to Shizuoka‼
It’s a location filming that made me think how good watching students trying their best and their friendship！
I will talk about the details later ^ ^
Please look forward to it ✨
No matter what you wear, you always look good.
Uhm、I’m the girl who look good even in helmet♡
Please give me a role wearing helmet (lol)
Seems like it will come true a year later (lol)
I finally watched AKB48 Akimoto Sayaka Documentary
"Tsuyosa to Yowasa no Aida de"
I was a bit scared. I couldn’t watch it.
But after watching it, I understood.
That it will be what steadily nourish me from now on.
Everytime after I cried, there will be another new start line.
I was really grateful.
I knew that I could try my best.
Where do you what it?
Watched Sayaka’s Documentary.
My heart hurts, my throat hurts too ；＿；
Since time has passed, please let me say this now.
I feel so lonely。。；＿；
I’m not crying〜♥️♥️（≧∇≦）
He he (^.^)✌️
Sorry, I don’t want to be an ass but, erm…
I would be really appreciate if some of my dear followers don’t cut out and reblog something I posted as theirs own. Even if it’s just my random comment and not the actual translation :3
If the part you want doesn’t show up when you reblog normally, then you can "reblog as text" and the whole post will show up.
Thank you ♥♪
BUBKA 2013 September
I thought that we get along pretty well, but at first I never thought that we would become this close. I wondered why people called us TwinTower even when our faces and personalities are nothing similar at all. But after being together, I realized I don’t have many things that Sae does, such as her innocence, her sociability, her way of acting pampered, her attentiveness. While I have the frankness that she doesn’t.
Before, Sae could never voice what she really thought. Around the time when DiVA started, Sae began to say “Actually, I want to do stage direction” I was like, “Uh? You like to do that?” Because I ‘m really bad at such thing, so Sae did everything, such as thinking all the setlist, directing performance, deciding on the standing positions. When we’re in DiVA, and when we’re in Team K too, Sae did everything. Around the last months of old team K, I left everything for Sae. She was like captain already (lol) I entrusted everything to her, all I did was yelling. I’m good at observing, so I just looked at everything objectively and spoke my opinions, then I just found and let people in charge of things they’re good at respectively. (lol)
― Have you heard about Miyazawa-san’s decision to reject her concurrent position beforehand?
When I was changing clothes, Sae said something next to me like “Perhaps I will say”, but I couldn’t hear what she said exactly. I just heard something like “Perhaps I will say I go for〇〇 only!” so I thought she said she would give up on Shanghai and just stay in Japan. So I said “Sae you should just say what you really think.” That’s why I was so…….Because I totally didn’t think it was the opposite. When I saw that on TV, I was astonished “Eh?! The other way?!” I don’t know if it’s a right decision as an idol or not. But as a woman, I think she’s really cool.
― AKB are not just ordinary idols. The way members live their lives, their decisions have been visualized and they give the audience courage and reflection.
I think that’s the principle of why AKB was supported until now. Sae is Sae. If you ask whether she’s an orthodox idol or not, then I don’t think she’s one. Because there’s no down-to-earth idol like her.
In ANN, Yuko said that she didn’t know about Sae’s decision beforehand at all because Sae didn’t tell her anything. So I thought Sae didn’t tell Sayaka too.
Turned out that she did but Sayaka didn’t pay attention to her at all (lol) This reminds me of Mariko and Kojiharu so much. When Mariko told Kojiharu about her graduation, Kojiharu didn’t really care too XDD
川＾O＾) I will move to Shanghai!
川・`ω´・) Uh, okay *didn’t listen*
( *｀ω′) I will graduate from AKB!
(бвб) Uh, okay *didn’t listen*
Explaining how they failed the heart XD
Akimoto Sayaka “Ari no Mama”: To you who’ve always been with me (part 1)
To you who’ve always been with me
Things I want to say now
MIYAZAWA SAE X AKIMOTO SAYAKA
Joining AKB48 together as 2nd generation, the two of them have come this far as “TwinTower”, the pride of Team K.
They’re partners who have shared joys and sorrows, and now they will talk about their true feelings.
Akimoto Sayaka’s “Ari no Mama”
Chapter 4: The power of staying true to yourself
It’s so embarrassed to talk about this now but I will confess. There was a period of time when I was so jealous of Sae.
From when we just joined AKB48, I and Sae were often presented as a set. I didn’t hate that at all. But around the time when AKB48 and Team K finally started to become more main-streamed, Sae suddenly lost weight and became so beautiful.
At that time, Sae also released her first photobook as an idol with photo shooting taking place in Cambodia. Because I was the one who saw her closer than anybody else, I started to feel confused and was like “Uh, wait?”….
To me, Sae is good at dancing, cheerful to everybody and really skillful at acting pampered. Because I was raised not to act pampered to anyone, I really envied Sae.
I used to think that acting pampered meant creating a burden for someone else. But even when Sae acting like that, she doesn’t make others feel unpleasant at all. To make it more exactly, others even feel happy when she acts like that with them. I really couldn’t believe that.
When Sae released her photobook, I think I was indeed so jealous of her. I kept distance from her and avoided talking to her. Perhaps I didn’t talk to her at all for around 2 weeks.
Back then I didn’t want to admit to myself that deep in my heart I felt this jealousy toward Sae. Now I can admit it though, that back then I was envious of her.
Finally I realized that this was wrong. I knew I had to tell her about this directly, so at backstage, I apologized to her, “I’m sorry I had such weird feelings about you.”
Well, she didn’t even realize that I purposely avoided talking to her though (laughs). It’s so like her.
After that, there was a period of time when Sae was so stress she gained a lot of weight, and recently she just came out to me, “That time Sayaka suddenly started to lose weight and it really annoyed me.” (laughs).
There was such thing about us, it’s about whether you can understand your own feelings and swallow it down. I think it’s really important that you can honestly facing your own feelings.
I finally even came to be able to admit my negative feelings. I remembered thinking that to myself.